Sunday, July 1, 2012

"&& I'll make sure to keep my distance"

"You were crying over problems you faced last couple months. I just don't want you to go back to those for any reason. 
.. 
People keep on cheating your kindness and you keep giving them a chance and still coming back for them" 
that's exactly why I built my wall up so high.

The Chapter Two

This is it.

I graduated from college last Spring, and Summer already began. Graduating and wearing that cape and gown feels relieving, though it is only college. At least I've reached something afterall.

My next path would be pursuing a double major in Mass Communication and Marketing. Seems fun, I'm excited! I keep my next plan as a tiny little secret because I refuse to hear those comments from others, saying that it is such a waste or whatever reasons than going elsewhere in the States. But what do they know? I have missed Nicole's first five years and I don't want to miss more of it ahead. Mom once recalled Nicole's fourth birthday when she cried after hearing my wish via BBM, and there it hit me; I don't wanna miss a thing anymore. She's what keeps me going, she is who I want to walk side by side with and I want to show her the world. She's my motivation and she will always be my little baby girl. Despite those negative reactions I get, I will still stick to my own plan and decision.

Strange feeling surfaces; I still feel as if I'm moving to a new place instead of moving back. But I'm well prepared now. Will be pursuing a degree in double major so I guess I'll be pretty busy but since it's me; study hard means have fun go mad! (;